Bad week

So I decided to start keeping track of my dizziness in terms of good days/bad days. I just started marking in a excel file whether it was good/bad. In the past 8 days, I've had one good day. My definition of a good day is that I don't really notice the dizziness, so maybe a spell every 3-4 hours. I was hoping that I could discover that it's hormone related. Well, if it is, I think I remember reading that the 2 weeks after the first day of your period are the best. That would mean that this past week should have been a good week.

This is all starting to depress me, because it is effecting my daily life so much. I can't seem to go more than 2 hours without a dizzy spell, and they're lasting 2 minutes or so again. It's been nearly 5 months since this first started happening. I thought it was getting better, now it seems to be getting worse again. I just don't know what to do anymore. There has to be something wrong with something in my body. Yet nobody seems to be able to figure out what that is and make this all stop. I haven't heard any results from the last test, which means they likely didn't find anything. I can't handle this anymore, I just want it to go away. I need a vacation from this dizziness! I can handle taking care of Carolyn, working my 3 jobs, but I can't handle this dizziness so frequently. I was going to lift this afternoon, but I'm too tired and run down. Maybe next week. I can't wait until next Thursday, when we get to again discuss that we don't know what's wrong. Why is this so hard?