Finally heard back

So I finally heard back from Dr Chandler's office. It took multiple emails and calling yesterday and today. I spoke with a nurse who confirmed that I am "stable." She said that another in 6-9 months is recommended. I told her that we were planning to have another child. She then informed me that I would need an MRI before delivery to ensure that I am able to delivery vaginally.

This is a little nerve-wrecking. My first delivery was without complications and I only pushed 3 times. I have no interest in having a C-section, although I know that there's always a risk with every pregnancy of needing one. My husband's reaction was to wonder if we really want to have another child. I've always envisioned having 2 children. This is a very difficult reality to be facing right now. We had planned to try during my next cycle, which would mean soon, like 10 days. I have many different emotions running though my head right now. I've always wanted 2 children. From my research, there is no increased risk of hemhorrage during pregnancy. So it's just the delivery part that they worry about. I kind of think that my risk would be minimal since the delivery went so fast.

This may take a couple days to soak in...