dizziness returns

Well, it was a good run while it lasted. But yesterday, the dizziness returned. We'll see how long it lasts to determine if it seems to be cycle related. The really bad part is that the actual dizziness seems to be getting worse. I'm starting to feel less like I'm floating and more like I'm unsteady. I don't know whether the change is good or bad is the sense of diagnosis. But this dizziness is more disruptive to my life. And in reality, this kind of scares me. How do I know how this will continue to change? What if it rapidly changes and something happens to me while I'm home with Carolyn one day? All I can hope is that this is somehow cycle related, which would mean I would only have one more time period like this before Jon finishes for the school year. This is starting to get a little scary again though. Hopefully this will pass soon. Worst case, I anticipate another 10 days or so.

Hopefully playing soccer tomorrow will help me. Or at a minimum, being able to play with Carolyn and Jon outside tomorrow should put me in a better mood. I have to focus on the positive as this dizziness tears apart my world again. Here's to hoping we truly find the answer soon.